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Speedy Week
Phew, this week went by fast! I spent most of it doing – NOTHING! Like my previous posts, I have been feeling under the weather. I was just not in the mood to do just about anything. Right now though, I’m slowly getting towards being productive again. I hate idleness and I think I’m happiest when I’m productive.
I’m really dying to get back to work to help out the husband in paying our utility bills, getting our own place etc. As soon as we get our initial goals done then we can start moving forward to the future like having kids, looking for an affordable life insurance rate and so on. I’m psyching myself right now to think about this goals that we want to achieve so I can stop feeling bored and instead start getting things done.
Bored Bored Bored
Yes, boredom strikes. The husband has been hearing me a lot complain about it. He suggests things that I can do to cheer me up a bit but I don’t seem to have any amount of motivation to do anything. All the hobbies that I usually enjoy are just plain too boring for me right now. I miss getting packages in the mail and opening them with my box cutter. However, no matter how tempting it is, shopping online or offline is not an option. Today, I made a list of my to-do things to keep me busy thus avoiding boredom. I can’t really say that I’m way passed being bored but I’m almost over it. I got so excited though when I cooked our dinner. I prepared a very special pinoy dish for the husband and he liked it. Tomorrow is another day, hopefully I will get my mojo back by then.
Sunday Slowdown
I wasn’t feeling great today. Not sick but more of unmotivated. Still, I pushed myself in following at least some of my daily routine. Creativity escapes me when I’m feeling this way. I struggle as I make a birthday card for a relative/friend. Normally, I can whip out a card in less than an hour. This one took me hours to finished. Also, I still have not continued reading the 2nd book that I got from the library. Nature is forcing to start reading again though. Currently having a thunderstorm and the lightnings are close which means I have to unplug the internet cable. No internet means time to hit the books again. Forgive my random ramblings but this is my blog after all. Soon, we will have to travel again about 6 hr drive to our destination. I’m feeling quite lazy and I miss being home suddenly. The weather doesn’t help because that’s a perfect bed weather out there.
Young At Heart
It makes the husband laugh every time I tell him that I’m not matured enough. I feel like I still think the same as I was before. My likes has not changed a lot. I’m still attracted with bright pastel colors and I do love kawaii stuff. In fact, I made several plushies that people equate to childishness. Theme parks still excites me and I keep on blabbing to the husband about booking Orlando vacation packages in the future. I don’t know if I will ever outgrew these things but I don’t care.
I Miss Having Friends
There would be a point in a person’s life when you realize that the things that are important are those that cannot be bought. Just like last night when a friend visited us here at my in-laws’. It made me miss the company of friends. I do love the husband’s company but I’m also used to having a circle of friends that I hang around with. Now, my high school friends are once again “alive” meaning they are reconnecting again with each other. I could not really participate since I live far. I wish I was there to meet up with them but then again if I still have my toxic job, I’m probably be at work preparing custom presentation folders. Perhaps when I start working, I will find good friends again.
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