Dreams
Not so long ago, I read about post from another blogger that he felt there is something missing from his life after not going to church in a long time. That same thing actually happened to me. I have not been going to church in awhile although there is that nagging feeling in the back of my mind, I have chosen to ignore it. After a couple of months of being an absentee christian, I got this dream that God placed me to hell. I don’t have a clear memory of that dream but I remember that there are no flames. One thing that is vivid for me is the feeling of sadness and misery. It seems like I have trouble breathing although I’m alive. When I woke up, I was so thankful that it was just a dream. I went to church that day. I know that it is somehow God’s way of communicating to me through my dreams. I had another dream similar to the heaven-hell theme a few weeks after. I’m just glad that even though that I forget Him most of the times, He always reminds me not to forget Him. 
There’s Always a Silver Lining
In an attempt to feel better despite disappointments, let me post one of the poems I remember reciting in grade school. I’m actually typing this from memory.
There’s always a silver lining
Somewhere in the sky
To give your troubled soul new hope
And lift your spirits high
When disappointments come in your way
Accept them with a smile
Because deep down in your heart you know
They only last awhile
Do not believe you walk alone
Because you never do
Hold out your hand and you will find
That God is there with you
Day of Disappointments
*sigh* Yesterday is definitely that day. I won’t share all of them for good reasons except one. I’m so bummed that one of my favorite shows “Pushing Daisies” is now really pushing daisies in the TV world. ABC has decided to cancel the show due to its poor viewership. Sad, sad, sad. :( This is such a wonderful show. Me and the Husband awaits every single episode of this critically acclaimed show. If Bryan Fuller (creator) will make a movie of this show, I will definitely watch it in the big screen.
Even Emerson Cod looked gloomy
Duh!
Emotions are taking over me now. Anger that I’m trying to suppress. You might be surprise but this is something else. Forgive me for talking in riddles. In time, words will come out. It is just so annoying when you are being dropped like hot potato. But as they say, karma is a b*tch.
The Crying Lady
Two things that made me cry recently - a card and a show. It is amazing how easily I cry these days. I actually wasn’t the type that show emotions. I grew up bottling all my emotions inside but since being with the Husband I cry easily. It is like he broke down the walls of my emotions or perhaps I feel comfortable showing my true self. I dunno what the reason behind all of this but I guess it helps to cry once in awhile to let go of emotions.
Student Life
I think in the future I will have more posts about my student life then. There is just so much to tell. I spent half of my life in school so it have stored alot of memories of school. The good, bad and ugly - I remember all of them. Anyway, I remember when I had to study for SAT but we have a different name for it then. My highschool had to review us for the tests. It is fortunate that students now have an option to take advantage of SAT Test Prep. If I had this kind of opportunity before, then I probably signed up for it. SAT scores are quite important for college applications. I didn’t fail my SATs though, thank God. But I think I could have gotten better scores if I had extra help like one-on-one tutoring.
Emo
My horoscope for today says:
“The most powerful motivator for you isn’t your ambition — it’s your emotions.”
So true not just for today though. I think in the past I did several things out of emotion. Me and the Husband were just talking about it the other day. I’m a woman after all so I guess it can be an excuse. Hehe. I know alot of people although they might not accept or realize it has made decisions out of emotions. It is just part of being human so I don’t think that it is something to be embarassed about.
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