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“I Resign”

resign

Due to the insistent public demand, I have officially filed for resignation February 24, 2008. I have been undecided for months now that it has affected my health and I have undergone depression. Yesterday, I finally did it. I was nervous but after submitting the paper, I feel at peace with myself. So I guess, its job hunting time now. :) Hopefully, I can find that job that I really WANT.

credits: blognews.com for the pic

Complacency

depression

“Don’t let your special character and values, the secret   that you know and no one else does, the truth — don’t let that get swallowed up by the great chewing complacency.”
- AESOP

Why is it that its too hard for me to let go of something that I don’t even like doing. It has caused a lot stress on me. I kept on complaining about my situation but I just won’t do anything about it. Being undecided is far more difficult than making the wrong choice. I want to take that plunge and let go of my fears, my worries and my frustrations….till then will I be free from this depression that has linger for so long that I have lost my self-worth.

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Busy Bee

busy bee

I need to keep myself busy to keep me sane else I will just crawl up to my bed and cry over again and goes to this unending depression. I have list down so things that I will be doing to keep me busy. Not much but something to get these worries away even for just a couple of minutes.

To Do List:

1. Clean up room and organize >>> done @ 9:00PM
2. Update my resume >>> done @ 11:45PM
3. Apply online already and stop putting it off >>> done
4. Create designs for work bulletin board and treat it as my last project >>> done
5. Resign >>> done 

*yay, all done

vacay

vacay

 

I can’t wait to take my vacation leave.  That will be a week of now work and all play.  Yay!  But then again, what will I do?  I would love to have a relaxing week over the beach, bora will be such a nice place to visit but….I don’t want to spend that much money and I don’t want to travel alone.  Maybe start a hobby like baking or something about art. Any suggestions?

Job Hunt

work

 

Wanted: IT job
Salary: 20++
Schedule AM shift /Weekends and Holidays off
Skills: no phone calls
Benefits: health insurance (SL) / VL that can be approved within the week
* preferably work from home
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