“I Resign”
Due to the insistent public demand, I have officially filed for resignation February 24, 2008. I have been undecided for months now that it has affected my health and I have undergone depression. Yesterday, I finally did it. I was nervous but after submitting the paper, I feel at peace with myself. So I guess, its job hunting time now. 
Hopefully, I can find that job that I really WANT.
credits: blognews.com for the pic
Complacency
“Don’t let your special character and values, the secret that you know and no one else does, the truth — don’t let that get swallowed up by the great chewing complacency.”
- AESOP
Why is it that its too hard for me to let go of something that I don’t even like doing. It has caused a lot stress on me. I kept on complaining about my situation but I just won’t do anything about it. Being undecided is far more difficult than making the wrong choice. I want to take that plunge and let go of my fears, my worries and my frustrations….till then will I be free from this depression that has linger for so long that I have lost my self-worth.
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Busy Bee
I need to keep myself busy to keep me sane else I will just crawl up to my bed and cry over again and goes to this unending depression. I have list down so things that I will be doing to keep me busy. Not much but something to get these worries away even for just a couple of minutes.
To Do List:
1. Clean up room and organize >>> done @ 9:00PM
2. Update my resume >>> done @ 11:45PM
3. Apply online already and stop putting it off >>> done
4. Create designs for work bulletin board and treat it as my last project >>> done
5. Resign >>> done
*yay, all done
vacay
I can’t wait to take my vacation leave. That will be a week of now work and all play. Yay! But then again, what will I do? I would love to have a relaxing week over the beach, bora will be such a nice place to visit but….I don’t want to spend that much money and I don’t want to travel alone. Maybe start a hobby like baking or something about art. Any suggestions?
Job Hunt
| Wanted: | IT job |
| Salary: | 20++ |
| Schedule | AM shift /Weekends and Holidays off |
| Skills: | no phone calls |
| Benefits: | health insurance (SL) / VL that can be approved within the week |
| * preferably work from home | |
Prison Break
Yes, everyday at work this what I want to do - to escape. I have never felt this way before. I feel like work is hell for me. I have been absent for a couple of days now, dreading everyday going to work. I have made a decision now (after endless of battle inside me) that I will resign. For the first time in such a long time, I want to do something that I love to do and not just something that is available. There are bills to pay though like phone, internet, electricity and water bill. I have enough savings to cover for them in the mean time but I definitely need to find a job that can pay for the bills yet something I love.
talk to the baby in english only….
There I was minding my own business, answering calls from one after another and thinking that this is just another sucky day at work, I turned to my left and realized that this person was just sitting right next to me. No, there’s no epiphany or sparks flying. It’s Bronson! Well, not exactly the same boy in the movie for SSS but he looks like a grown up Bronson for sure and even my team mates agree.
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