“I Resign”

Due to the insistent public demand, I have officially filed for resignation February 24, 2008. I have been undecided for months now that it has affected my health and I have undergone depression. Yesterday, I finally did it. I was nervous but after submitting the paper, I feel at peace with myself. So I guess, its job hunting time now.
Hopefully, I can find that job that I really WANT.
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Complacency

“Don’t let your special character and values, the secret that you know and no one else does, the truth — don’t let that get swallowed up by the great chewing complacency.”
- AESOP
Why is it that its too hard for me to let go of something that I don’t even like doing. It has caused a lot stress on me. I kept on complaining about my situation but I just won’t do anything about it. Being undecided is far more difficult than making the wrong choice. I want to take that plunge and let go of my fears, my worries and my frustrations….till then will I be free from this depression that has linger for so long that I have lost my self-worth.
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Busy Bee

I need to keep myself busy to keep me sane else I will just crawl up to my bed and cry over again and goes to this unending depression. I have list down so things that I will be doing to keep me busy. Not much but something to get these worries away even for just a couple of minutes.
To Do List:
1. Clean up room and organize >>> done @ 9:00PM
2. Update my resume >>> done @ 11:45PM
3. Apply online already and stop putting it off >>> done
4. Create designs for work bulletin board and treat it as my last project >>> done
5. Resign >>> done
*yay, all done
vacay

I can’t wait to take my vacation leave. That will be a week of now work and all play. Yay! But then again, what will I do? I would love to have a relaxing week over the beach, bora will be such a nice place to visit but….I don’t want to spend that much money and I don’t want to travel alone. Maybe start a hobby like baking or something about art. Any suggestions?
Job Hunt

| Wanted: | IT job |
| Salary: | 20++ |
| Schedule | AM shift /Weekends and Holidays off |
| Skills: | no phone calls |
| Benefits: | health insurance (SL) / VL that can be approved within the week |
| * preferably work from home | |


